corerat

i enjoy making and listening to music, working with computers and linux, and playing video games like dandy's world, minecraft, gta: san andreas, stardew valley, and portal. i'm also into p2p, piracy, and collecting and sharing media. i'm a creative person who loves expressing myself through art.

i'm working to become a better person after years of making mistakes. i want to support others and create a safe space for them, while continuing to reflect on my actions and thoughts.

i really like animals, especially rodents. my favorite foods are lasagna, pizza, fried chicken, and sweet-and-sour chicken. my favorite music genres include shoegaze, dream pop, ambient, drone, and noise, as well as other electronic and hip-hop genres. i love discovering niche, high-quality music.

i find it difficult to express myself and interact with people, but i try my best. sometimes i have trouble processing information, and i drink a lot of coffee to help me focus. i used to take concerta, but my access to it was discontinued by the government, and i was prescribed strattera instead. i feel strattera hasn't worked well for me.

i sometimes feel misunderstood or worry that people don't like me, even my future wife, and i can find conversations difficult. if we interact, please know that i may be shy. i'd like to make friends and meet new people, and i'm trying my best even when i'm worried about making a mistake.

my favorite clothes are skirts and stockings. i don't know much about fashion, but i'd like to learn how to dress in a way i enjoy. for now, finances and shyness make that difficult. hehehe.

i also have plushies. i love how cute they are, and they help me feel less alone. i sometimes feel a little ashamed about that, but neocities feels like a great, nonjudgmental place to express myself.

i like being seen and appreciated. i love compliments, and i'd do anything for attention ;3

my other hobbies include fishkeeping and caring for plants, including propagating them. my favorite sanrio characters are cinnamoroll, pompompurin, fenneko, and manaka. i also like pokemon.

i'm currently transitioning and trying to keep reliable access to my HRT. one vial costs $48 USD, and $82 USD covers it with shipping; it lasts me a few months, and that's all i'm asking for. i'm unemployed and looking for work right now. you can help through liberapay , which accepts , debit, and credit cards . i also accept bitcoin and monero . i don't personally support crypto, but the site where i buy my hormones accepts it, and it's a better option for me because i don't have to pay fees. view all donation options if you'd like to chip in extra for blood tests, transportation, or needles, that's completely up to you ;3