corerat
hi, my name is bianca. i'm 25 years old and live in mexico. i'm a transgender woman , and my pronouns are she/her and it/its. i'm also lesbian
and objectum
. i have a girlfriend whom i love very much, and we're planning to get married :3
online, i go by corerat; you may also find me as bvbianca, corerat_ratcore, or ratcore.
i'm autistic and have adhd. that makes me a little weird and quirky, but i embrace it. i love learning and exploring new things, and i'm especially interested in music, art, and technology.
i'm a self-taught musician and producer. i make music in my bedroom and love sharing it with others. i also enjoy creating art, both digital and traditional. i'm passionate about technology and computers, and i love learning more about them.
more about me
i enjoy making and listening to music, working with computers and linux, and playing video games like dandy's world, minecraft, gta: san andreas, stardew valley, and portal. i'm also into p2p, piracy, and collecting and sharing media. i'm a creative person who loves expressing myself through art.
i'm working to become a better person after years of making mistakes. i want to support others and create a safe space for them, while continuing to reflect on my actions and thoughts.
i really like animals, especially rodents. my favorite foods are lasagna, pizza, fried chicken, and sweet-and-sour chicken. my favorite music genres include shoegaze, dream pop, ambient, drone, and noise, as well as other electronic and hip-hop genres. i love discovering niche, high-quality music.
i find it difficult to express myself and interact with people, but i try my best. i think i may have an intellectual disability, and sometimes i have trouble processing information. i drink a lot of coffee to help me focus. i used to take concerta, but my access to it was discontinued by the government, and i was prescribed strattera instead. i feel strattera hasn't worked well for me.
i sometimes feel misunderstood or worry that people don't like me, even my future wife, and i can find conversations difficult. if we interact, please know that i may be shy. i'd like to make friends and meet new people, and i'm trying my best even when i'm worried about making a mistake.
my favorite clothes are skirts and stockings. i don't know much about fashion, but i'd like to learn how to dress in a way i enjoy. for now, finances and shyness make that difficult. hehehe.
i also have plushies. i love how cute they are, and they help me feel less alone. i sometimes feel a little ashamed about that, but neocities feels like a great, nonjudgmental place to express myself.
i like being seen and appreciated. i love compliments, and i'd do anything for attention ;3
my other hobbies include fishkeeping and caring for plants, including propagating them. my favorite sanrio characters are cinnamoroll, pompompurin, fenneko, and manaka. i also like pokemon.
i'm currently transitioning after many difficult years. i lost my job, and i'm working toward reliable access to my hormones. if you'd like to support me, you can buy my music on bandcamp . i'm going diy for financial reasons. i can also accept support through paypal , bitcoin , or monero . if you live in mexico, a bank transfer is another option. if you're unable to donate but would still like to help, you could get in touch about sending estradiol to my address. for payment details or to discuss sending estradiol, contact me using the email or any other media in the contact section below. i live in mexico.
contact
if you think i'm cool, feel free to reach out or check out my work:
- email : corerat.ratcore@gmail.com
- telegram : @corerat_bvbianca
- youtube : youtube.com/@corerat
- bandcamp : corerat.bandcamp.com
- steam : steamcommunity.com/id/corerat
- last.fm : last.fm/user/b-tamborcita
- roblox : roblox.com/users/7396600006/profile
i make and enjoy music
I make music of various genres, including ambient, electronic, breakcore, noise and experimental stuff that you might like if you are neurodivergent. You can listen to my music on Bandcamp or check out my YouTube channel to listen to some songs I didn't upload to BandCamp .
My favourite artists include 4lung, lapfoxtrax, my bloody valentine, astrobrite, merzbow, joeyy, lucy bedroque, phreshboyswag and some niche artists that I find on bandcamp .
Music has been a big part of my life, and I love sharing it with others. I hope you enjoy my music as much as I enjoy making it.
Know that you can find all the music that I like and I am currently listening to on my Last.fm profile .
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